Dedicated to someone special...

I saw myself promise him forever,
But forever’s come and gone…..

Maybe the world would say whatever,
It takes to keep me blind…..

They said that I was wrong ,
They still say I am wrong ,
But they were not right either, to hesitate
To dare into my eyes….

I don’t claim I was always right…
But my soul capacitates me to rectify myself.

They all left ,spreading a word in the air
But I mourn over the departure of my friend
Who knew my thoughts before I did.

But today, he doubts….
Today ,his decisions waver…
I cant blame him, but myself….
Coz the doer lies in me….

Yes , I am a fighter ,
But I cant fight against his absense….
My mistakes make me realize , I don’t deserve him,
But then my life goes half vacant without……..

I apologize …..
I apologize to my Lord before I produce a whirl of apologies to anyone else.
I promise to correct myself before I point towards the world.

And finally, I swear to no one ,but myself, that my life is incomplete,
coz the space created can never be filled in again………